Survival Instincts
Jun. 14th, 2023 12:02 pm
have always lived under this pall.
For months -- about 8 months out of the past year -- I canvassed for Warren in NH. I'd never done that before, not for any Presidential candidate: knocking on the doors of strangers, trying to figure out how to assess in about 2 seconds what sort of approach might keep them from shutting the door on me, could just maybe interest them in opening up and considering what I had to say.
Most of the time, the doors stayed closed. No one was home, or at least not answering. (This is what writers call "a metaphor.") And every time that was the case -- every single time, I am not kidding -- this introvert who felt deeply uncomfortable about doing this at all, would feel a little rush of relief, followed by a surge of guilt at my own relief.
So I was reading this concise and educational article on Juneteenth today, a day that celebrates the final emancipation of the last US slaves -- exactly 150 years ago today, as it happens. But of course this anniversary, a momentous one in any event, is weighed down by an act of racist terrorism committed on its eve, and committed in a church that is a landmark in the struggle for racial equality in our country. And towards the end of the article, I was caught off-guard by the mention thrown in of the attacker's "alleged interest in starting another civil war." But I shouldn't have been; I really shouldn't.
Because it is clear that in so many ways, the war has never ended.
And in that light, the analogy of Juneteenth as a version of Independence Day struck me further -- because it means celebrating a victory both achieved, and still aspired to. It reminds me of the way Jesus spoke about the Kingdom of God, actually: that it had arrived, and that it was still coming. Meaning it was something we could understand, hope for, celebrate, and above all -- spend our lives trying to make a reality in the midst of a broken and bleeding world.
So it seems to me that Juneteenth should be a holiday we all observe, with an attitude of joy, reverence, anger, and stubborn hope that is probably impossible for us to associate with the 4th of July -- because this is a victory not yet won. Even if we personally are not on the front lines, we observe it in a war zone, fought in the land of the free.
"We are all created equal" are still fighting words.
We may fall, but we will rise.
Hopeful Juneteenth, everyone.